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Sexuality, Spirituality & More
 These Are the Times That Are Calling Us to Wake Up These are the times that are forcing us to take stock of everything that has been holding us back from fully stepping into our true selves. What does this mean? Well, I can share what it means for me. Each day, before I leave the house, I do whatever it takes to make sure my vibration is steady and high enough to keep my emotional body even. I make sure I am relaxed, grounded, and trusting in the Force, the Unified Field, or Divine Intelligence, whatever name you choose to give it. Even though I have been on my own spiritual journey for decades, I too have felt this very intense corridor of time that we are currently moving through. This is often referred to as the season of Eclipses, and we have also just come through the Lions Gate portal. What does all of this mean? It means that, in one way or another, we are all being challenged to wake up to our true selves. You hear these words everywhere now. On YouTube, in songs, in social media posts, in conversations, everywhere there seems to be a message saying, It is time to wake up. But what does that actually mean? The answer is different for everyone. And there are, in fact, different stages and layers to the process of awakening. For some, awakening is primarily a spiritual journey, a deeper understanding of themselves, their connection to Source, and their purpose. Others are just beginning to understand the depth of the cover-up and deception that has been perpetrated by those in positions of power and influence. And then there are those who have gone much deeper down the rabbit hole and are now beginning to recognize themselves as something much greater than they were taught to believe, perhaps even stepping forward into an understanding of themselves as galactic citizens. Then there are those, like myself, who have moved through all three of these stages and are now focusing less on what is wrong with the old world and more on creating the world we actually want to live in. The Times We Are Living InThe times we are living in are forcing us to shed the old self, the old idea of who we thought we were, and even many of the values we carried that belonged to the old world. We are watching that old world begin to fall apart. And perhaps one of the most difficult realizations is recognizing that much of what we were told about that world was never exactly what it appeared to be. In many ways, it was a house of mirrors, a reality built around reflections, illusions, and carefully constructed perceptions. This can be challenging for many of us, even for people like myself who have been on this path of awakening for many years. I am sharing this with you so that you can take heart. If you recognize yourself in any of the stages I have described, you are not alone. You are exactly where you need to be.You don't have to have all the answers. You don't have to understand everything that is happening. And you certainly don't need to follow someone else's timeline for awakening.matters is that you continue to listen to your own inner knowing. And most importantly, don't allow yourself to succumb to the false narratives that are still playing out around us, or to the fear being continually amplified through the news and media. Much of the media is still operating through the old paradigm of fear, separation, confusion, and distraction. It can pull you out of yourself and away from your own knowing if you allow it to. This is why I have become so intentional about maintaining my own vibration. Not because I am immune to what is happening in the world. I am not. I feel it too. But I have learned that I have a choice about where I place my attention, what I allow into my emotional field, and what energy I choose to carry into the world. For me, awakening is no longer about simply seeing what is wrong. It is about becoming so deeply connected to who I truly am that I can consciously participate in creating what comes next. And perhaps that is the deeper invitation being offered to all of us right now: Not simply to wake up to what has been, but to wake up to what we are capable of creating.  Hold Your Ground
This is what I feel is one of the most important things you can do at this time, stay focused on what you wish to create. You may have read some of my earlier blogs where I have talked about the idea of a timeline split, that we are moving toward a time when different versions of reality may exist simultaneously, rather than everyone moving forward along the same path. There is one timeline in particular that I feel at times seems to be encroaching on our lives in many ways, the dystopian timeline. A world where technology becomes more powerful than the human being, where our choices are increasingly made for us, and where we slowly surrender our autonomy in exchange for convenience, security, or the promise that something else will make our lives easier. And yet, even in the face of all of this, I believe the choice is clear. You are being asked not to be fooled by the promises of what AI will do for you. You are being asked not to give your power away to a machine, to another government, to an institution, or to anything outside of yourself. This does not mean that we have to fear technology or reject everything that is changing. It means that we must remain conscious of who is making the choices. Are you? Or are you slowly allowing someone, or something else, to make them for you? This is where sovereignty becomes so important. To me, sovereignty means holding your ground. It means staying connected to your own discernment, your own inner knowing, your own ability to think, feel, question, choose, and create. It means refusing to surrender your authority simply because something is more convenient, more powerful, or presented as inevitable. And perhaps this is the deeper meaning of awakening. It isn't simply about discovering hidden information. It isn't about uncovering every deception or figuring out exactly what is happening behind the scenes. Ultimately, awakening asks us to come back to ourselves.
This is where I believe our real power lies. We don't have to know exactly how everything is going to unfold. We don't have to have all the answers. We simply have to stay awake enough to recognize when we are being pulled back into fear, separation, and powerlessness, and consciously choose something else. Choose sovereignty. Choose consciousness. Choose love. Choose creation over destruction. Choose the world you want to help bring into being. Because perhaps the greatest awakening of all is realizing that we are not simply here to witness the next chapter of humanity. We are here to participate in creating it. And that is why, especially now, I am choosing to keep my eyes on what I want to create. Not because I don't see what is happening. I do. But because I know that the future I want to live in requires my energy, my attention, my courage, and my conscious participation. And I believe the same is true for you. So ask yourself: • What kind of world do I want to live in? • What kind of person do I want to become? • Where am I still giving my power away? • What am I allowing to occupy my emotional and energetic field? • What am I choosing to create with my attention? These are the questions I believe are worth asking right now. The question is no longer simply,“Are you awake?” The question is: "What are you going to do with your awakening?"
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 I felt inspired today to share more about what it means to live as your Christ Self. What does this actually mean? For centuries, the word Christ has been associated primarily with the man Jesus. Then, during the first wave of the New Age movement, it began to be understood in a broader context, as one's Higher Self rather than referring exclusively to Jesus. Very early in my own spiritual journey, I learned that Christ refers to a state of consciousness, not to a specific person. The non-denominational mystical metaphysical organization I studied with was called The Teachings of the Inner Christ, and it was there that I began to understand the deeper meaning of this sacred concept. The Inner Christ, often called the Higher Self, is the highest expression of who you truly are. Not only does this Christ Consciousness live within you, but it is also part of your greater I AM Presence, the luminous spiritual aspect of your being that surrounds and interpenetrates your physical body. Many spiritual traditions describe this Presence as extending several feet beyond the body within your auric field. I share this simply to offer you a glimpse of who you truly are beyond the personality and the roles you have come to identify with. Your Christ Self, your Higher Self, is all-knowing, calm, centered, confident, compassionate, and deeply loving. It is the aspect of you that remains untouched by fear, untouched by the ego, and untouched by the false identity you may have believed yourself to be. It is the eternal part of you that has always existed and always will. As our world moves through this profound transformation from one age into another, the invitation to consciously connect with your Christ Nature or Higher Self is becoming more accessible than ever before. This divine aspect has always dwelled within each of us, but in previous generations few people possessed either the understanding, the practices, or even the desire to consciously access it. Today, however, more and more people are awakening to this deeper dimension of themselves. It is becoming easier to recognize the quiet inner voice of wisdom, to distinguish it from the voice of the ego, and to cultivate a living relationship with this higher aspect of our being. I use the terms Christ Self and Higher Self interchangeably because they are the names most people are familiar with. For me, Christ does not represent one individual, but rather a state of awakened consciousness that each of us has the capacity to embody. Jesus demonstrated what living from this consciousness could look like. Through his teachings, he revealed qualities such as compassion, forgiveness, humility, unconditional love, courage, and unwavering trust in the Divine. These are not qualities reserved for a single enlightened being, they are virtues we are all capable of cultivating as we awaken spiritually. As we become more conscious, more present, and more devoted to our spiritual path, the desire to release the false self, the egoic identity built upon fear, limitation, and separation, naturally begins to dissolve. In its place grows a deeper longing to live from inner peace, joy, gratitude, wisdom, and unconditional love.. This, to me, is what it means to begin living as your Christ Self. You may be wondering, How do I access this part of myself if I've never done it before? In truth, it is much simpler than you might think. When I first began this journey, I was taught a simple five-step meditation process that gradually guided me into a deeper state of inner stillness. As I learned to quiet my body, my mind, and my emotions, I began to experience a profound peace that I had never known before. At first, I would simply rest in that stillness for five minutes. Then it became ten minutes, then twenty. Eventually, I found myself comfortably sitting for an hour, immersed in the quiet presence of my Higher Self and my I AM Presence. It wasn't about trying harder. It was about relaxing more deeply into who I already was.  The Five-Step Method to Meditation.
Create a Quiet Space Find a place where you won't be disturbed. If you have a place in your home make sure no one will bother you. Sit comfortably and begin by taking three slow, deep breaths, inhaling through your nose and exhaling through your mouth. This type of breathing naturally helps your body relax.
2. Relax the Body Now bring your awareness to your body. Beginning at the top of your head and slowly moving downward, notice any areas of tension or tightness. Without judgment, simply breathe into those places.
3. Quiet the Mind Next allow yourself to release the constant stream of thoughts. As you inhale deeply and exhale slowly, mentally say: "I let go of my thoughts."
4. Release Emotional Energy Now bring your awareness to your emotional body. Perhaps there are lingering feelings from a conversation, an experience, or simply the energy of the day. Rather than pushing them away, acknowledge them, and then allow them to soften.
5. Rest in the Stillness This is where the real meditation begins. Simply remain present. You may experience a sense of peace, spaciousness, light, or simply a profound quiet. There is nothing you need to force. Simply allow yourself to rest in this sacred stillness for several minutes.
6. Coming Back When you feel ready to come back out of the meditation reverse the steps you did to go in to this state.
In my own spiritual practice, I was also taught to ask if my Higher Self wished to share a name by which I could recognize this aspect of my own Divine Presence. Sometimes a name arose naturally, while at other times nothing came at all, and that was perfectly fine. Whatever your experience, resist the temptation to force an answer or invent one with your thinking mind. Simply remain open, curious, and receptive. Trust that whatever unfolds will do so in its own perfect timing. Your Higher Self is not separate from you. It is an aspect of your own divine nature. Over time, as you continue this practice, you will begin to recognize the subtle difference between the voice of the ego and the quiet wisdom of your Higher Self. The ego tends to be fearful, reactive, impatient, and filled with doubt. Your Christ Self speaks differently. Its guidance is calm, loving, compassionate, and never condemning. It doesn't shout; it gently invites. There are many dimensions of your inner divinity waiting to be discovered, and your Higher Self is one of the first and most beautiful doorways into that sacred relationship. As you cultivate this connection, you may come to realize that the wisdom you have been seeking has never been outside of you. It has been patiently waiting within, inviting you to remember who you have always been. "The journey is not about becoming someone new. It is about remembering who you have always been and allowing your Christ Self to become the one who walks through the world, loves through your heart, speaks through your voice, and lives through your life." If you would like to learn more about how to connect more fully with your H.Self you can contact me at https://heartandsoulmentor.wixsite.com/akashiccounseling. I offer spiritual guidance and counseling, Akashic Record Consultations and more.  For eons, the world has been defined by patriarchal values. This was no accident, but rather something that was carefully planned and then orchestrated. You may not believe everything I say here, but it is fact nonetheless. The division between men and women, and the way in which women's roles were diminished thousands of years ago, occurred as men took power and became the rulers of the world. You see, the power of the feminine is the power of life itself. The feminine gives life, creates life, and she can also destroy life, as represented by Kali, the Indian goddess of destruction. Because the Goddess and all that she represented as the giver of life was so powerful, so beloved, and so deeply revered by the people of the time in much of the world, the religious patriarchs of the day knew that her influence and power had to be stopped at any cost if they were to control the general populace. The first step was to dismantle her temples by placing priests within them who would gradually usurp the power of the High Priestess and her priestesses. The yearly festivals of the Goddess and the celebrations of life, fertility, abundance, and the sacredness of nature that she represented were slowly replaced with religious ceremonies led by priests. Where once people were offered a direct connection with the Divine Mother, they were now told that they must go through priests in order to connect with the Divine and to pay a tribute to the temple. The Mother's role was rewritten in the sacred texts. She became merely a breeder or an incubator of life, while a male God was now declared the giver of life. Even the story of Genesis was re-written so that Lilith the First Woman was demonized and Eve then took her place and was the helpmate of Adam. The fall of man was placed upon the shoulders of Eve, who did not obey God. Over time, this resulted in a profound shift in human consciousness. The beloved Goddess, who had once been honored as strong, nurturing, creative, and sacred, was replaced by a God to fear, appease, and make offerings to. Of course, this transformation did not happen overnight. It took time for these ideas to settle into society and become accepted as truth. Eventually, they spread throughout much of the world. The belief that women were second-class citizens, with the exception of some indigenous cultures, became written into the sacred texts of the day, books that priests read and interpreted as law. This single shift turned the world upside down. Women gradually began to believe what they heard in religious teachings. They came to believe that their bodies were sinful and that sex for anything other than procreation was a sin. They began to believe that their worth was based solely on their ability to bear children, satisfy men's desires, and perform labor if they were not of noble birth. Women of noble lineage were often treated as ornaments to be admired and displayed for their beauty. Women were told to remain silent and to allow their husbands or fathers to tell them what to do and how to live. Women became the property of their fathers and husbands. In this way, many unknowingly gave their power away. There were, of course, women throughout history who did not succumb to these beliefs and who fought back. Some did so brilliantly. Yet the majority of women became what society dictated they should be and do. They were cut off from their innate feminine power, the power of their sexuality, their intuition, their creativity, and their connection to the sacred. Today, we have the opportunity to reconnect with our authentic feminine power once again. Our original blueprint. The Goddess lives within every woman, and she remains whole and intact. She has never truly been lost. The only thing we need to do is reconnect with her and resurrect her within ourselves.  The question then becomes: How do we do this?
This aspect of ourselves I call the Living Goddess, because we are her. Every woman is a representation of the Divine Feminine and of the Goddess herself. She lives within us as our authentic feminine essence, our intuition, our creativity, our sensuality, our wisdom, and our power. The process of reconnecting with this aspect of ourselves may take time for some women. She has often been hidden away, forgotten, or denied for many years. For some, she lies buried beneath layers of shame, unworthiness, guilt, and feelings of inadequacy. She may have been silenced by religious conditioning, cultural expectations, family beliefs, trauma, or experiences that taught us it was unsafe to be fully ourselves. Many women have spent years trying to become who others expected them to be rather than discovering who they truly are. In doing so, they lost touch with their bodies, their intuition, their true desires, their sensuality, and their inner knowing. Yet the Living Goddess is never truly lost. She patiently waits beneath the surface, longing to be remembered. Reconnecting with her is not about becoming someone new. It is about returning to who we have always been. It is a remembering. A reclaiming. A resurrection of the authentic feminine self and power that has existed within us all along. As we begin to remove the layers of conditioning, shame, fear, and limitation, the Living Goddess naturally begins to emerge. She awakens through our bodies, our hearts, our creativity, our sexuality, our connection to nature, our intuition, and our relationship with the sacred. The journey back to her is the journey back to ourselves. No matter where you are in relationship to your Living Goddess self, you can take the next step to fully embodying her. There are many ways to begin this journey of resurrection. The Living Goddess responds when we intentionally turn toward her. She awakens when we create space for her to be seen, heard, and expressed. Here are four ways you can begin reconnecting with your Living Goddess and your original feminine blueprint today. 1. Return to Your Body as Sacred For many women, the body has become a place of judgment, criticism, or disconnection. Yet the body is the temple of the Living Goddess. Spend time each day simply placing your hands upon your heart, your womb, or your belly. Breathe deeply and listen. Ask your body what it needs. Move gently, dance, walk in nature, or rest when your body calls for rest. As you begin to honor your body as sacred, the Goddess begins to awaken within you. 2. Create Moments of Sacred Stillness The voice of the Living Goddess is often quiet. She speaks through intuition, feelings, dreams, and inner knowing. Create moments each day to sit in silence, meditate, journal, or simply be with yourself without distraction. Light a candle, create a small altar, or spend time in nature. The more you cultivate stillness, the easier it becomes to hear the wisdom that has always lived within you. 3. Reclaim Your Sensual Nature The feminine experiences life through the senses. Sensuality is not simply sexuality; it is the ability to fully experience pleasure, beauty, touch, sound, fragrance, and the aliveness of being embodied. Wear clothing that makes you feel beautiful. Listen to music that moves you. Take a bath, dance barefoot, smell flowers, savor your food, and allow yourself to experience pleasure without guilt. The Living Goddess awakens when we allow ourselves to feel fully alive. 4. Remember Who You Truly Are Begin speaking to yourself differently. Rather than repeating the old stories of not being enough, remind yourself daily of your true nature. You are a daughter of the Divine Feminine. You are wise, intuitive, creative, sensual, and powerful. The original feminine blueprint still lives within you. The more you affirm your truth and embody it in your daily life, the more the Living Goddess emerges from within. This journey is not about becoming someone else. It is not about striving or achieving. It is a sacred remembering. Layer by layer, the conditioning falls away, and the woman you have always been begins to emerge. The Goddess within you has never been lost. She is simply waiting for you to remember. If you feel called to awaken your authentic feminine essence and reclaim your original feminine blueprint, I invite you to take the next step on your journey. Learn how to activate the Living Goddess within you here: https://www.newfemininerising.com/ldquopriestess-trainingrdquo-feminine--sexual-empowerment.html  The journey of awakening is different for every person. It depends on each soul’s unique path, life lessons, choices, and experiences. Most people come into this world without remembering who they truly are on a spiritual level. We are born into what is often called the ego, or separate identity, a kind of false self created through human experience. Our True Self, what many now call the Higher Self or the I AM Presence, often remains hidden or disconnected for much of our lives. Because of this, as children, we really do not know who we are beyond what we are taught. We only know what society, culture, and the world around us tell us about ourselves. From a very young age, we begin forming our identity through our parents, family, schools, religion, relationships, and even media and pop culture. All of these influences shape the egoic self and create the story we come to believe is “who we are.” The ego is made up of many layers of conditioning and programming gathered throughout life. Some believe this programming is simply part of human society, while others feel humanity was intentionally disconnected from its deeper spiritual nature. I know this idea may sound far-fetched to some people, and that is understandable. Most of us have been taught to believe that our personality, our life story, our struggles, our circumstances, or even our physical body are all that we are. But spiritual awakening begins when you realize you are far more than what you were taught to believe about yourself. As you reconnect with this lost part of your being, your Divine Nature, you begin the sacred process of remembering who you truly are and why you are here. As this remembrance grows, the false sense of self slowly loses its power over you. The ego does not disappear overnight, but it no longer controls you in the same way. The more you connect with your I AM Presence, Higher Self, or Soul, the more aligned, peaceful, and authentic you begin to feel. At some point, many people experience a profound inner realization that they are more than just an individual personality. They begin to understand that they are connected to all of life and to creation itself. This is not just a concept to think about, but something that can truly be experienced within. And once this awakening begins, you start living more from your authentic self rather than only from the ego. Often this transformation begins in small ways. You may start becoming more aware of your reactions when someone triggers you emotionally. You may notice how you respond to fear, anger, conflict, or the suffering you see in the world. The more aware you become of your reactions, the more power you gain to consciously change them. You are no longer living like a machine reacting automatically from old conditioning or egoic patterns. Instead, you become more present, conscious, and free. You begin to choose your responses in a way that is more aligned with your True Self, your Soul, and the deeper truth of who you really are. Today, it is becoming much easier for both humanity collectively and for each of us individually to reconnect with this deeper aspect of ourselves. Many people believe that the Earth, Gaia, is moving through a powerful vibrational transformation, and as inhabitants of this planet, we are also being transformed. Over the years, many sensitive and spiritually aware people have felt that humanity has been receiving an influx of higher frequencies, light, and consciousness. Some describe this as light codes coming from the sun and from what spiritual traditions call the Great Central Sun. Whether understood literally, energetically, or symbolically, this increasing light is helping many people awaken, heal, and reconnect with their Divine Nature in ways that once seemed far more difficult to access. As the collective consciousness shifts, more people are beginning to question old beliefs, outdated systems, and the identities they once clung to. Many are feeling called inward, searching for deeper meaning, truth, healing, and spiritual connection. What once remained hidden beneath layers of conditioning is now rising to the surface to be seen, healed, and transformed. We are being given an incredible opportunity during this time on Earth: to loosen our attachment to the ego and the false self we have believed ourselves to be for so long. This does not mean destroying the ego, but rather allowing it to align with the soul and our Divine Self. The more we awaken, the more the old identities, fears, limitations, and conditioned patterns begin to dissolve naturally. But for this transformation to happen, we must first awaken to a deeper truth: you are not only your personality, your past, your wounds, your thoughts, or the roles you play in the world. There is something within you that is far greater, far wiser, and far more expansive than the limited self you were taught to believe you are.  Within you exists a Divine Presence, an eternal aspect of consciousness connected to all life. When you begin to reconnect with this truth, your entire way of experiencing life starts to change. You begin to see yourself differently. You begin to see others differently. You become less attached to fear and more connected to love, compassion, wisdom, and inner knowing.
Awakening is not about becoming something outside of yourself. It is about remembering what has always existed within you, beneath the conditioning, beneath the fear, and beneath the illusion of separation. It is the journey back to your authentic essence, your soul, and your sacred connection to life itself. There are many simple ways to begin reconnecting with your True Self and your Divine Nature. It does not always require years of spiritual study or complicated practices. Often, it begins in the quiet moments when you slow down enough to truly be present with yourself and with life. A Few Suggestions on How to Begin to Reconnect with Your True Nature 1. Meditation can help quiet the constant noise of the mind so you can hear the deeper wisdom within. 2. Spending time in nature can reconnect you to the natural rhythms of life and remind you that you are part of something much greater. Sometimes it is as simple as walking slowly, feeling the sun on your skin, smelling the flowers, listening to the birds, or sitting peacefully beneath a tree. 3. One of the most important things you can do is begin creating space away from constant distraction. Turn off the endless noise of technology for a while. Put down the phone. Step away from social media. 4. Sit quietly in a park and simply observe life happening around you. Become the observer instead of always reacting to everything around you. Slow down enough to truly feel yourself again. 5. Reconnect with your body. Connect with your breath. Your breath is one of the greatest bridges back to presence and awareness. The more you breathe consciously, the more you return to yourself. 6. Begin listening to your heart instead of allowing the mind to control every choice and experience. The mind is valuable, but the heart carries a deeper wisdom that can guide you toward truth, alignment, peace, and authenticity. These are just some of the ways you can begin tuning yourself back into your True Nature. Awakening is not about becoming someone new. It is about remembering who you have always been beneath the conditioning, the fear, the pain, and the false identities. And the beautiful thing is that this journey is available to all of us. No matter where you have been, what you have experienced, or how disconnected you may feel right now, you can begin again. Every moment offers a new opportunity to awaken more deeply to yourself and to the sacredness of life. The world is changing rapidly, and many people are feeling the call to live differently, more consciously, more authentically, and more connected to their souls. Perhaps that quiet longing within you is not random. Perhaps it is your soul calling you home to yourself. So begin where you are. Take one small step. Breathe more deeply. Spend time in stillness. Question the stories you have been taught about who you are. Open your heart. Listen inwardly. Allow yourself to imagine that there is something far greater within you waiting to emerge. Your awakening does not happen all at once. It unfolds moment by moment, choice by choice, breath by breath. But every step you take toward your True Self brings more freedom, more peace, more clarity, and more love into your life. You were never meant to live disconnected from your Divine Nature. You were meant to remember who you truly are and live as the embodiment of that. Awakening Your I AM Presence: Reconnecting with Your Higher Self and Divine Stream of Consciousness4/18/2026  Did you know that you are already a being of Christ consciousness and part of the the Quantum field or the Unified Field of Divine Intelligence? For most people on this planet do not have a direct contact with their higher self or what I have come to know as our Stream of Consciousness which actually is composed of many different aspects of Divine consciousness. This stream of consciousness is a composite of anywhere from one to many aspects or avatar selves that your soul is actually a composite of. This stream of consciousness is also called your expression of your I Am Self. For most people on a spiritual path know of the I AM on a Cosmic and Universal level. But few know that each individual person has an I Am Self that expresses through this personal stream of consciousness. This personal expression of your I AM Self is something you can consciously connect with. And when you do… you begin to experience a direct relationship with Source a living connection to your Higher Self that most people never quite access in a tangible way. Over time, you can also learn to recognize the different aspects within your own Stream of Consciousness, the unique frequencies that together create your soul’s vibration. Imagine being able to know exactly who is working with you, speaking to you and supporting you. This is not a new teaching. It was passed down to one of my teachers many years ago by Mahavatar Babaji, a Christed Yogi known to have lived for thousands of years, and a guiding presence behind the lineage of Paramahansa Yogananda and the path of Kriya Yoga. Connecting with your personal I AM Presence, and the aspects within your Stream of Consciousness, is actually more natural than you might think. But it does require a certain level of inner refinement or inner sensitivity. You need to have reached a vibrational state where you are attuned to higher frequencies,where you are able to access Christ Conscious awareness, rather than lower, more distorted energies. This comes through doing your own inner work, and walking a path of awakening, and becoming more consciously aligned within yourself. To understand this more simply, you can think of your Stream of Consciousness as a collection of specific vibrations that make up who you are. They also change as your grow and mature spiritually. You were born with your soul’s original vibrational pattern. But as you began to grow and interact with the world, your energy started to mingle with others, your parents, your environment, the people around you. By around the age of three, much of this begins to stabilize forming the foundational pattern of your personality and energetic expression. And yet, even within all of that your core essence, your soul’s true vibration remains intact at a deeper level. As you move through life from baby, to child, adolescent, and adult your soul is constantly learning, evolving, and seeking expansion. Your Stream of Consciousness is changing along with you and new higher aspects of your spiritual self are developed. At times, the ego resists this growth. It avoids the lessons, or holds onto patterns that limit evolution. And when that happens, the natural movement of the soul can feel blocked. Because one of the primary functions of your Stream of Consciousness is to guide you into higher and higher states of awareness to elevate your frequency, and ultimately, to bring you back into the full remembrance of who you truly are. When you are ready to connect more deeply with your Higher Self and your Stream of Consciousness, your vibration naturally becomes more receptive.You begin living more from your heart, and less from the lower, survival-based centers of the body. Meditation also becomes essential.It is through entering a state of relaxed stillness that the doorway opens where you can begin to sense, feel, and connect with the different aspects of your Higher Self, and experience your Stream of Consciousness directly. As an example, my own Stream of Consciousness has evolved over time. In the beginning, I worked with one primary inner identity, an aspect of my I AM expression. This aspect carried a name and what is known as an identity signal. This signal allowed me to clearly recognize who I was in communication with, while also acting as a safeguard keeping out lower vibrational energies or entities. This was something very intentionally taught. It came through the lineage of Mahavatar Babaji as a way to support clean, clear, and protected channeling. In my experience, very few teachings offer this level of energetic discernment and safety. As I continued to grow spiritually, and moved through deeper layers of healing the composition of my Stream of Consciousness began to shift. What once felt like a connection to just one or a few aspects of my Divine nature expanded into several, and eventually into many. These are not outside beings in the way many people think.They are aspects of my own Divine Human Self, parts of my consciousness that are becoming more available during this time of awakening and ascension. For example I merge with Mother Mary's vibration not Mother Mary herself. Today, what I experience is what I call my Ascended I AM Self. This is something new I believe that more and more people will be able to access in their ascension process. This is a unified field of higher consciousness within me, composed of what can be felt as Ascended Master frequencies and Archangelic currents. As these aspects merge more fully with my being, they naturally lift my awareness, my embodiment, and my lived experience into higher expressions of my true Divine Self as me in this form now. Why This Is So Important We are living in a time where humanity is being invited collectively into a higher state of consciousness. Understanding your own Stream of Consciousness is not just a spiritual concept, it is a doorway. A way to move beyond unconscious patterns, beyond external authority, and into direct connection with your own Divine intelligence and thus also with Cosmic Intelligence. When you begin to recognize that your Higher Self is not separate from you, but is actually a living, multi-dimensional presence within you, you stop seeking outside of yourself for truth, validation, or guidance. You become the living expression of your I Am Presence.You become more discerning.More anchored.More aligned with what is real and true for you. Your own consciousness rises as you begin to embody the Christ consciousness within you. And in a world where there is so much noise, distortion, and energetic overwhelm this level of inner connection is not just helpful, it is essential. Because it allows you to stay rooted in your own frequency, to access higher guidance with clarity, and to embody the fullness of who you came here to be, not as something you are trying to become but as something you are finally remembering, and in so doing activating in you. This is all part of the Ascension process an unfolding where we evolve into the living Christ Self, the embodied expression of our true Divine nature here and now. As each of us begins to raise our vibration individually and collectively we are quite literally participating in the creation of the New Earth. This inner elevation doesn’t just shift us spiritually; it transforms our entire bein, our energetic field, our etheric body, and even our physical form. As this happens, the higher heart begins to open more fully guiding us into deeper trust in the Divine, supporting us in releasing what no longer serves, and expanding our capacity to live, receive, and embody Divine Love. If you wish to have spiritual guidance or Ascension coaching support in connecting with your I Am presence and Stream of Consciousness, please contact me at [email protected]. or visit this website: https://heartandsoulmentor.wixsite.com/akashiccounseling  In this modern world, what does it truly mean to be a sister to another woman?
This question has lived in my heart for a long time. How do we create new ways of being with one another—ways rooted in trust, authenticity, and love rather than comparison or competition? One of the most powerful shifts we can make is to value our relationships with women as deeply as we value our romantic partnerships. When we honor our sisters in this way, we create a foundation of safety, equality, and belonging, something our world is deeply longing for right now. For generations, women have been conditioned to compete with one another, especially around men. Beneath this lies an ancient survival imprint—the primal belief that safety, provision, or worth comes from being chosen. This pattern was later reinforced by patriarchal systems designed to keep women disconnected from their power and from one another. But that old script no longer serves us. We are capable, powerful, and sovereign beings. We are meant to thrive together, not survive alone. Yet many of us can still feel those subtle whispers--Be careful. She’s younger. She’s more beautiful. She’s a threat. Even those of us who deeply love women have felt this shadow. Awareness is the first step. When we meet these feelings with honesty and compassion, healing begins. True sisterhood starts within. As we heal our insecurities, reclaim our worth, and anchor our feminine power, we create space to relate to other women from love instead of fear, openness instead of defense. This is how the new paradigm of sisterhood is born—inside us first, then reflected outward. Throughout history, women gathered in circles to share wisdom, grieve, celebrate, heal, and remember who they are. What’s new now is our collective readiness to release comparison and fully embrace collaboration. To become allies. Temple Sisters. Women who rise together. There is no shortcut. Each of us must choose to be the sister we wish to have. To end competition, we must first acknowledge it—and then consciously choose something different. This is how we reclaim the power that comes from unity. A woman who lives in true sisterhood:
This is the path of true sisterhood, rising together, heart to heart, soul to soul, and creating a new story for the feminine. Join our growing Skool community The New Feminine Rising Sisterhood. Become a founding member while it is still free. https://www.skool.com/the-new-feminine-rising-5115  Recently, I had a heartfelt conversation with a friend about our relationships with our fathers. Both of our fathers have passed, and as we shared memories, we recognized how deeply their lives, and their struggles shaped the paths we’ve walked as women. My father never fit the traditional mold of his generation: the expectation to become a successful professional and provide comfortably for his family. Instead, he tried to live up to the dreams others had for him, first his mother, then my mother — becoming an optometrist because it was “the responsible thing to do.” He practiced on the East Coast until I was three, then we moved us to California to be near my grandparents. He tried to pass the optometry board again in California but never did. His heart wasn’t in it. He became an optician instead, a choice that never satisfied my mother. She stressed constantly about money, criticized him for not being more successful, and fought with him over who was carrying the weight of the family. She later became a teacher, while he remained in a profession he didn’t enjoy. What he truly was in his heart, was a poet, a dreamer, a teacher, a sensitive soul born into a world where men were not allowed to be tender, artistic, or vulnerable. But in the 1950s and 60s, that kind of man was often ridiculed or dismissed. So he never allowed himself to follow what he genuinely loved because he didn’t believe it could support a family. Those are my perceptions, of course I cannot ask him now. But I’ve spent years healing what is commonly called the father wound, and for me, it was layered and complex. My father was also sexually inappropriate when I was young, so my feelings for him were a mix of love, pity, and repulsion. His tenderness coexisted with harm. I share this because it shaped me deeply. And for most of my adult life, I allowed my inner masculine — the internal archetypal father within to follow in his footsteps. Because I never had a father who could confidently support the family, protect boundaries, or trust himself to follow his purpose, I grew up unconsciously adopting those same beliefs. I put my spiritual awakening first in my twenties, postponing a career path. As a Gemini with endless interests, I explored everything that fascinated me. I didn't pursue a master’s degree in psychology, even though it would have given me a clearer profession. Instead, I immersed myself in metaphysics, self-awareness, spirituality, and the emerging consciousness movement. I loved it — but it didn’t teach my inner masculine how to feel stable, grounded, or capable of supporting me. Like my father, my inner masculine didn’t believe I could support myself by doing what I loved. So I took jobs that paid the bills but didn’t nourish me. I learned, I grew, I studied, but still the inner message was: “You cannot trust yourself to succeed at what you’re called to do.” Carl Jung taught that we all carry an inner masculine and feminine or animus. My inner masculine felt unreliable, weak, and incapable of “taking care of me,” because that was the only masculine model I’d ever known. And in my parents’ generation, men had so few emotional choices. Toxic masculinity was the norm. Sensitivity was punished. Creativity was seen as frivolous. So my inner masculine inherited all of that — his fear, his doubt, his conditioning. And for years he whispered: “You can’t make a living doing your soul’s work.” I watched women I admired succeed at their calling and wondered, How do they do it? What do they have that I don’t? And then something changed. In this powerful time of global awakening — this extraordinary moment in human evolution — a shift began inside me. I finally felt ready to take the risk. To step into what I love. To trust that the feminine wisdom I carry has value, purpose, and a place in the world.  I had a session with a priestess sister who was able to assist me in healing some crucial past lives that as a result have allowed me to move forward in this area. I invested in myself. I said yes to my calling. I committed fully. And as I did, I could feel old inner patterns dissolving. I healed the layers that needed healing. And for the first time in my life, I felt free to follow my calling.
Free to create a career rooted in my soul’s purpose. Free to trust the masculine within me — the “father within” — to support, protect, and structure my sacred work. To many, this may seem subtle or simple — but for others, I know this will resonate deeply. Healing the inner masculine, the father principle, is essential for stepping into our true purpose, self-trust, and visibility. We are living in a time when both the masculine and feminine are being redefined — within us and around us. We are no longer bound to the old paradigms that shaped previous generations. We now have the opportunity to:
This is the invitation of our time:
As this year draws to a close, remember there is still time. If you feel the call to heal, to rise, to finally tend to the wounds you’ve carried, whether it’s the mother wound, the father wound, or another chapter of your inner story—this moment is for you. We are standing in an extraordinary energetic threshold. Let it move you.Let it lift you. Let it inspire you to release the old version of yourself… the outdated beliefs, the inherited narratives, the heavy stories that were never truly yours. You do not need to walk into the next year carrying what has weighed you down. You are allowed right now to recreate yourself, to step into a truer, freer, more powerful expression of who you are becoming. If your spirit has been whispering, nudging, or shouting for transformation…Trust that.Honor that. Let this be the moment you choose your healing, your liberation, and your rebirth. You are worthy of ending this year lighter, clearer, and more whole than you began it.  This year’s Lions Gate (July 26–Aug 12, peak 8/8) isn’t just another activation—it’s a pivot point. The energy coming in now is more amplified, more embodied, more sovereign than in years past. It is a period of time where we can truly focus only on what we wish to create personally and collectively. It is called Maha Pralaya Kaha which means the great dissolution of time. When all that no longer serves you is being dissolved to make way for the birth of a new you and a new Earth frequency. This is not just a powerful energetic opening—it is a sacred call to action.
You are being invited to step fully out of the old paradigm:
Now is the time to return home to your divine truth.To align with the version of yourself who is already living on the New Earth—rooted, radiant, and free. Here’s why this Lions Gate is so potent:🔥 Collective Acceleration: More people are waking up, choosing higher timelines, and co-creating consciously. That collective intention turns this portal into a frequency amplifier—supporting big jumps in awareness, healing, and embodiment. We get to choose if we will be distracted by the 3D goings on, no matter how intense it gets or staying focused on your ascension and supporting the new system we are creating. Even when you may feel caught emotionally or wish to take sides, it is a time to practice staying out of the old world of duality. 🌠 Sirius Light Codes: The Spiritual Sun is transmitting new codes—especially for the Divine Feminine. This is about womb awakening, voice activation, and stepping into heart-led sovereignty. The call is for women who are ready to lead from their radiant, embodied center. 🦁 Leo + Venus Power: Courage, creative self-expression, magnetism, and worthiness are all being ignited. This isn’t just spiritual inspiration, it’s a call to live your essence visibly, boldly, and beautifully. To step out of the old paradigm of you and only focus on your I Am presence as you. 🌍 Gaia’s Grid & Shakti Reclamation: The planet is realigning too. The sacral/womb frequency of the Earth is being healed and recalibrated. Your personal rise right now helps anchor a new feminine blueprint into the collective field. 🌀 Veils Thinning: Access to multidimensional guidance, ancestral wisdom, and deeper downloads is more available. If you’ve been doing inner work, expect clarity, activation, and powerful transmission. This is your invitation: Say yes to your embodying your highest self and your soul’s purpose and mission. To focus on your own Ascension Process and step into the portal with intention—ritual, breath, voice, embodied presence. This is a rare and golden opportunity to reset your path, recommit to your soul’s ascension journey, and amplify the collective awakening. I invite you to take sacred time this week—meditate, connect to your womb and heart, journal your intentions, and ask: What am I ready to dissolve? What am I ready to become? If you feel called to deepen your journey or would like support during this powerful time, I am here. Feel free to reach out to me at: [email protected] With love and remembrance, Luminessa  The story of womanhood has been told — but not by women. Men have defined what it means to be feminine, to be beautiful, to be sexual. They crafted an image of womanhood that served their power, not our truth. Over generations, these distorted ideals became embedded into our culture, our religions, our schools — and even into our own self-perceptions. This rewriting began during the early Bronze and Iron Ages, when the Great Mother Goddess — once revered as the source of all life — was systematically erased. As patriarchal religions rose, they replaced the feminine divine with a singular masculine god: a god of war, control, and authority. It was not merely spiritual—it was political. By stripping women of their connection to creation, sensuality, and self-sovereignty, those in power could more easily dominate and manipulate society. If you take away a woman's sexual power, her body, and her voice, you control the future. Over time, the Divine Feminine was turned into something dangerous. Women's bodies became symbols of temptation. Our emotions were dismissed as hysterical. Our sensuality became taboo. Shame replaced sacredness. But we’ve been taught to fear it. To reject it. To deny it in ourselves and in each other. This wasn’t just about individual women — it was about dismantling a whole frequency of feminine life force energy: Shakti. That energy lives in your body. It lives in your womb. It lives in your truth. But we’ve been taught to fear it. To reject it. To deny it in ourselves and in each other. Even today, women are taught — overtly and subtly — to use their sexuality as a commodity. To sell it for attention, love, or material security. Media still tells us that our worth is based on our sexual appeal to men. And although we’ve made progress in recent decades, the deeper paradigm hasn't changed. The male-dominated power structure still echoes through our lives. So what do we do now? We rise — not in opposition, but in remembrance. We return to the truth that has always lived inside us. We reclaim what was never meant to be taken. The time has come to awaken to your authentic feminine power — and to embody it in a completely new way. This new paradigm of sacred feminine power begins with you. When you rise, when you heal, when you love yourself — it sends waves through the collective. You become a living ley line of the feminine grid. You anchor the New Earth with every breath, every truth, every sacred "yes" to yourself. The truth is: The New Earth is already here. But to live in it, you must raise your vibration and embody the new feminine frequency. You must become the woman you were born to be — not the one the world told you to become. I invite you to join me and a growing sisterhood of awakening women. Receive your FREE Living Goddess Guide: Redefining Your Erotic Sense of Self — and begin your journey home to your body, your power, and your sacred pleasure, and together, we will rise. With love, Luminessa Enjara  For Thousands of years, the story of womanhood has been written and distorted by men. They defined what it meant to be feminine. They decided what made a woman “sexy,” “acceptable,” or “pure.” They projected their desires onto us, then wrapped those projections in religion, education, and culture until we began to believe them as our own. But make no mistake: this version of womanhood was never ours. This distortion began long ago, in the story of Genesis and during the rise of the Bronze and Iron Ages. The reverence for the Great Mother—the ancient feminine force of creation, intuition, and life—was slowly replaced by a masculine god of war, control, and conquest. The true story of Lilith as the First Woman was replaced by a more subservient Eve, and with that shift came the quiet erasure of the feminines rightful power—her sexual power. From ancient scriptures to school books, from pulpits to pop culture, we've been conditioned to believe that owning our sexual power makes us dangerous, unworthy, or unlovable. We’ve been taught to fear the very thing that makes us divine. Women who dared to embody their sensual, sovereign selves were labeled immoral, wild, inappropriate—even punished. And for many of us, even now, those inherited beliefs still live quietly inside. They show up in the mirror, in the bedroom, in our choices about our bodies, desires, and voices. Herstory Was Rewritten The sacred feminine was stripped from the collective memory. And in her place, a story was born that made women forget who they truly are. Why? Because a woman in her full power—sensual, sexually sovereign, embodied—is unstoppable, and that kind of woman cannot be controlled. When you separate a woman from her sexual energy, her innate, primal, authentic power, you separate her from her life force. When you shame her body, you disempower her voice. When you teach her that her value lies in how men see her and in her sexuality, you break her connection to the divine within. This was never random. This was never accidental.This was a system of control, and it’s still working today. You might think things are different now. I’m not affected by those old beliefs. But the truth is: we all are. You may think: That’s not me. I’m empowered. I’m free. But we’ve all been touched by it. It's in the collective air we breathe. And while some laws have changed, we are still living in a rape culture and the system that devalues the feminine still thrives. Even now, the collective energy around us is infused with ancient conditioning. Even now, women are taught to use their sexuality as currency—to secure attention, affection, and security.Even now, your voice is often second-guessed. Your power is still threatening. Your body is still politicized and sexualized. So Here is the Invitation: - Not to be afraid. But to remember. - To reclaim and reconnect with the fullness of your sexual power. - To rise in this new frequency of the feminine. The time has come for a new frequency of the feminine to emerge within you. It’s time to activate your authentic feminine power within your heart, mind, and body. Within your sacred portal or vulva, womb. To release the shame, fear, lack of self-worth — the version that was shaped to please others, seduce, or survive. The time has come for you to know who you truly are. To be the sexually sovereign woman that your ancestress Lilith the First Woman was and still is.  So How Do You Begin? Here Are a Few Suggestions. 1. Reclaim your body as sacred. Start with the place they told you was shameful—your vulva, yoni, punani, pussy. This is your sacred portal, your center of creation, your connection to divine wisdom. Honor it. Bless it. Speak its name with reverence. Reconnect with Her. 2. Create rituals of body love. Draw a bath with candles and essential oils. Gaze at yourself in the mirror and speak praise over your body. Anoint your skin with love. Touch yourself with gentleness and awe. You are not just worthy—you are holy. 3. Meet one of the true feminine archetypes. Study Lilith and reconnect with her lineage—not the demonized version, but the sovereign first woman, who refused submission and embodied divine sexual power. Let her story awaken something wild and free in your soul. She is a guide for what’s possible when we stop asking for permission and apologizing for being a woman. 4. Use your voice. Ask for what you want. Speak your truth—even if it shakes at first. Start small. Practice often. Grow bolder. Especially in your intimate relationships, where voice and vulnerability are key. This is not just a call for empowerment—it’s a sacred remembering. A return to your deepest self. A breaking of the spell that was cast so long ago. You were never meant to shrink, hide, or apologize for being a woman. You were meant to lead, love, and live fully alive and awake. The new frequency of the feminine is rising—and it's unstoppable. Together, we have the power to awaken, reclaim what was once hidden, and anchor this sacred energy into a new paradigm for women, and for the world. You are not just witnessing the shift. You are the shift. If you choose to use your voice, love your body, and speak your truth you will help reshape the future for you, your daughters, and their daughters. Now is the time. Will you answer the call? If you are ready to take the next step you can contact me directly at [email protected] or download my Living Goddess Guide if you haven't already. |
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