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 I felt inspired today to share more about what it means to live as your Christ Self. What does this actually mean? For centuries, the word Christ has been associated primarily with the man Jesus. Then, during the first wave of the New Age movement, it began to be understood in a broader context, as one's Higher Self rather than referring exclusively to Jesus. Very early in my own spiritual journey, I learned that Christ refers to a state of consciousness, not to a specific person. The non-denominational mystical metaphysical organization I studied with was called The Teachings of the Inner Christ, and it was there that I began to understand the deeper meaning of this sacred concept. The Inner Christ, often called the Higher Self, is the highest expression of who you truly are. Not only does this Christ Consciousness live within you, but it is also part of your greater I AM Presence, the luminous spiritual aspect of your being that surrounds and interpenetrates your physical body. Many spiritual traditions describe this Presence as extending several feet beyond the body within your auric field. I share this simply to offer you a glimpse of who you truly are beyond the personality and the roles you have come to identify with. Your Christ Self, your Higher Self, is all-knowing, calm, centered, confident, compassionate, and deeply loving. It is the aspect of you that remains untouched by fear, untouched by the ego, and untouched by the false identity you may have believed yourself to be. It is the eternal part of you that has always existed and always will. As our world moves through this profound transformation from one age into another, the invitation to consciously connect with your Christ Nature or Higher Self is becoming more accessible than ever before. This divine aspect has always dwelled within each of us, but in previous generations few people possessed either the understanding, the practices, or even the desire to consciously access it. Today, however, more and more people are awakening to this deeper dimension of themselves. It is becoming easier to recognize the quiet inner voice of wisdom, to distinguish it from the voice of the ego, and to cultivate a living relationship with this higher aspect of our being. I use the terms Christ Self and Higher Self interchangeably because they are the names most people are familiar with. For me, Christ does not represent one individual, but rather a state of awakened consciousness that each of us has the capacity to embody. Jesus demonstrated what living from this consciousness could look like. Through his teachings, he revealed qualities such as compassion, forgiveness, humility, unconditional love, courage, and unwavering trust in the Divine. These are not qualities reserved for a single enlightened being, they are virtues we are all capable of cultivating as we awaken spiritually. As we become more conscious, more present, and more devoted to our spiritual path, the desire to release the false self, the egoic identity built upon fear, limitation, and separation, naturally begins to dissolve. In its place grows a deeper longing to live from inner peace, joy, gratitude, wisdom, and unconditional love.. This, to me, is what it means to begin living as your Christ Self. You may be wondering, How do I access this part of myself if I've never done it before? In truth, it is much simpler than you might think. When I first began this journey, I was taught a simple five-step meditation process that gradually guided me into a deeper state of inner stillness. As I learned to quiet my body, my mind, and my emotions, I began to experience a profound peace that I had never known before. At first, I would simply rest in that stillness for five minutes. Then it became ten minutes, then twenty. Eventually, I found myself comfortably sitting for an hour, immersed in the quiet presence of my Higher Self and my I AM Presence. It wasn't about trying harder. It was about relaxing more deeply into who I already was.  The Five-Step Method to Meditation.
Create a Quiet Space Find a place where you won't be disturbed. If you have a place in your home make sure no one will bother you. Sit comfortably and begin by taking three slow, deep breaths, inhaling through your nose and exhaling through your mouth. This type of breathing naturally helps your body relax.
2. Relax the Body Now bring your awareness to your body. Beginning at the top of your head and slowly moving downward, notice any areas of tension or tightness. Without judgment, simply breathe into those places.
3. Quiet the Mind Next allow yourself to release the constant stream of thoughts. As you inhale deeply and exhale slowly, mentally say: "I let go of my thoughts."
4. Release Emotional Energy Now bring your awareness to your emotional body. Perhaps there are lingering feelings from a conversation, an experience, or simply the energy of the day. Rather than pushing them away, acknowledge them, and then allow them to soften.
5. Rest in the Stillness This is where the real meditation begins. Simply remain present. You may experience a sense of peace, spaciousness, light, or simply a profound quiet. There is nothing you need to force. Simply allow yourself to rest in this sacred stillness for several minutes.
6. Coming Back When you feel ready to come back out of the meditation reverse the steps you did to go in to this state.
In my own spiritual practice, I was also taught to ask if my Higher Self wished to share a name by which I could recognize this aspect of my own Divine Presence. Sometimes a name arose naturally, while at other times nothing came at all, and that was perfectly fine. Whatever your experience, resist the temptation to force an answer or invent one with your thinking mind. Simply remain open, curious, and receptive. Trust that whatever unfolds will do so in its own perfect timing. Your Higher Self is not separate from you. It is an aspect of your own divine nature. Over time, as you continue this practice, you will begin to recognize the subtle difference between the voice of the ego and the quiet wisdom of your Higher Self. The ego tends to be fearful, reactive, impatient, and filled with doubt. Your Christ Self speaks differently. Its guidance is calm, loving, compassionate, and never condemning. It doesn't shout; it gently invites. There are many dimensions of your inner divinity waiting to be discovered, and your Higher Self is one of the first and most beautiful doorways into that sacred relationship. As you cultivate this connection, you may come to realize that the wisdom you have been seeking has never been outside of you. It has been patiently waiting within, inviting you to remember who you have always been. "The journey is not about becoming someone new. It is about remembering who you have always been and allowing your Christ Self to become the one who walks through the world, loves through your heart, speaks through your voice, and lives through your life." If you would like to learn more about how to connect more fully with your H.Self you can contact me at https://heartandsoulmentor.wixsite.com/akashiccounseling. I offer spiritual guidance and counseling, Akashic Record Consultations and more.
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 The journey of awakening is different for every person. It depends on each soul’s unique path, life lessons, choices, and experiences. Most people come into this world without remembering who they truly are on a spiritual level. We are born into what is often called the ego, or separate identity, a kind of false self created through human experience. Our True Self, what many now call the Higher Self or the I AM Presence, often remains hidden or disconnected for much of our lives. Because of this, as children, we really do not know who we are beyond what we are taught. We only know what society, culture, and the world around us tell us about ourselves. From a very young age, we begin forming our identity through our parents, family, schools, religion, relationships, and even media and pop culture. All of these influences shape the egoic self and create the story we come to believe is “who we are.” The ego is made up of many layers of conditioning and programming gathered throughout life. Some believe this programming is simply part of human society, while others feel humanity was intentionally disconnected from its deeper spiritual nature. I know this idea may sound far-fetched to some people, and that is understandable. Most of us have been taught to believe that our personality, our life story, our struggles, our circumstances, or even our physical body are all that we are. But spiritual awakening begins when you realize you are far more than what you were taught to believe about yourself. As you reconnect with this lost part of your being, your Divine Nature, you begin the sacred process of remembering who you truly are and why you are here. As this remembrance grows, the false sense of self slowly loses its power over you. The ego does not disappear overnight, but it no longer controls you in the same way. The more you connect with your I AM Presence, Higher Self, or Soul, the more aligned, peaceful, and authentic you begin to feel. At some point, many people experience a profound inner realization that they are more than just an individual personality. They begin to understand that they are connected to all of life and to creation itself. This is not just a concept to think about, but something that can truly be experienced within. And once this awakening begins, you start living more from your authentic self rather than only from the ego. Often this transformation begins in small ways. You may start becoming more aware of your reactions when someone triggers you emotionally. You may notice how you respond to fear, anger, conflict, or the suffering you see in the world. The more aware you become of your reactions, the more power you gain to consciously change them. You are no longer living like a machine reacting automatically from old conditioning or egoic patterns. Instead, you become more present, conscious, and free. You begin to choose your responses in a way that is more aligned with your True Self, your Soul, and the deeper truth of who you really are. Today, it is becoming much easier for both humanity collectively and for each of us individually to reconnect with this deeper aspect of ourselves. Many people believe that the Earth, Gaia, is moving through a powerful vibrational transformation, and as inhabitants of this planet, we are also being transformed. Over the years, many sensitive and spiritually aware people have felt that humanity has been receiving an influx of higher frequencies, light, and consciousness. Some describe this as light codes coming from the sun and from what spiritual traditions call the Great Central Sun. Whether understood literally, energetically, or symbolically, this increasing light is helping many people awaken, heal, and reconnect with their Divine Nature in ways that once seemed far more difficult to access. As the collective consciousness shifts, more people are beginning to question old beliefs, outdated systems, and the identities they once clung to. Many are feeling called inward, searching for deeper meaning, truth, healing, and spiritual connection. What once remained hidden beneath layers of conditioning is now rising to the surface to be seen, healed, and transformed. We are being given an incredible opportunity during this time on Earth: to loosen our attachment to the ego and the false self we have believed ourselves to be for so long. This does not mean destroying the ego, but rather allowing it to align with the soul and our Divine Self. The more we awaken, the more the old identities, fears, limitations, and conditioned patterns begin to dissolve naturally. But for this transformation to happen, we must first awaken to a deeper truth: you are not only your personality, your past, your wounds, your thoughts, or the roles you play in the world. There is something within you that is far greater, far wiser, and far more expansive than the limited self you were taught to believe you are.  Within you exists a Divine Presence, an eternal aspect of consciousness connected to all life. When you begin to reconnect with this truth, your entire way of experiencing life starts to change. You begin to see yourself differently. You begin to see others differently. You become less attached to fear and more connected to love, compassion, wisdom, and inner knowing.
Awakening is not about becoming something outside of yourself. It is about remembering what has always existed within you, beneath the conditioning, beneath the fear, and beneath the illusion of separation. It is the journey back to your authentic essence, your soul, and your sacred connection to life itself. There are many simple ways to begin reconnecting with your True Self and your Divine Nature. It does not always require years of spiritual study or complicated practices. Often, it begins in the quiet moments when you slow down enough to truly be present with yourself and with life. A Few Suggestions on How to Begin to Reconnect with Your True Nature 1. Meditation can help quiet the constant noise of the mind so you can hear the deeper wisdom within. 2. Spending time in nature can reconnect you to the natural rhythms of life and remind you that you are part of something much greater. Sometimes it is as simple as walking slowly, feeling the sun on your skin, smelling the flowers, listening to the birds, or sitting peacefully beneath a tree. 3. One of the most important things you can do is begin creating space away from constant distraction. Turn off the endless noise of technology for a while. Put down the phone. Step away from social media. 4. Sit quietly in a park and simply observe life happening around you. Become the observer instead of always reacting to everything around you. Slow down enough to truly feel yourself again. 5. Reconnect with your body. Connect with your breath. Your breath is one of the greatest bridges back to presence and awareness. The more you breathe consciously, the more you return to yourself. 6. Begin listening to your heart instead of allowing the mind to control every choice and experience. The mind is valuable, but the heart carries a deeper wisdom that can guide you toward truth, alignment, peace, and authenticity. These are just some of the ways you can begin tuning yourself back into your True Nature. Awakening is not about becoming someone new. It is about remembering who you have always been beneath the conditioning, the fear, the pain, and the false identities. And the beautiful thing is that this journey is available to all of us. No matter where you have been, what you have experienced, or how disconnected you may feel right now, you can begin again. Every moment offers a new opportunity to awaken more deeply to yourself and to the sacredness of life. The world is changing rapidly, and many people are feeling the call to live differently, more consciously, more authentically, and more connected to their souls. Perhaps that quiet longing within you is not random. Perhaps it is your soul calling you home to yourself. So begin where you are. Take one small step. Breathe more deeply. Spend time in stillness. Question the stories you have been taught about who you are. Open your heart. Listen inwardly. Allow yourself to imagine that there is something far greater within you waiting to emerge. Your awakening does not happen all at once. It unfolds moment by moment, choice by choice, breath by breath. But every step you take toward your True Self brings more freedom, more peace, more clarity, and more love into your life. You were never meant to live disconnected from your Divine Nature. You were meant to remember who you truly are and live as the embodiment of that. Awakening Your I AM Presence: Reconnecting with Your Higher Self and Divine Stream of Consciousness4/18/2026  Did you know that you are already a being of Christ consciousness and part of the the Quantum field or the Unified Field of Divine Intelligence? For most people on this planet do not have a direct contact with their higher self or what I have come to know as our Stream of Consciousness which actually is composed of many different aspects of Divine consciousness. This stream of consciousness is a composite of anywhere from one to many aspects or avatar selves that your soul is actually a composite of. This stream of consciousness is also called your expression of your I Am Self. For most people on a spiritual path know of the I AM on a Cosmic and Universal level. But few know that each individual person has an I Am Self that expresses through this personal stream of consciousness. This personal expression of your I AM Self is something you can consciously connect with. And when you do… you begin to experience a direct relationship with Source a living connection to your Higher Self that most people never quite access in a tangible way. Over time, you can also learn to recognize the different aspects within your own Stream of Consciousness, the unique frequencies that together create your soul’s vibration. Imagine being able to know exactly who is working with you, speaking to you and supporting you. This is not a new teaching. It was passed down to one of my teachers many years ago by Mahavatar Babaji, a Christed Yogi known to have lived for thousands of years, and a guiding presence behind the lineage of Paramahansa Yogananda and the path of Kriya Yoga. Connecting with your personal I AM Presence, and the aspects within your Stream of Consciousness, is actually more natural than you might think. But it does require a certain level of inner refinement or inner sensitivity. You need to have reached a vibrational state where you are attuned to higher frequencies,where you are able to access Christ Conscious awareness, rather than lower, more distorted energies. This comes through doing your own inner work, and walking a path of awakening, and becoming more consciously aligned within yourself. To understand this more simply, you can think of your Stream of Consciousness as a collection of specific vibrations that make up who you are. They also change as your grow and mature spiritually. You were born with your soul’s original vibrational pattern. But as you began to grow and interact with the world, your energy started to mingle with others, your parents, your environment, the people around you. By around the age of three, much of this begins to stabilize forming the foundational pattern of your personality and energetic expression. And yet, even within all of that your core essence, your soul’s true vibration remains intact at a deeper level. As you move through life from baby, to child, adolescent, and adult your soul is constantly learning, evolving, and seeking expansion. Your Stream of Consciousness is changing along with you and new higher aspects of your spiritual self are developed. At times, the ego resists this growth. It avoids the lessons, or holds onto patterns that limit evolution. And when that happens, the natural movement of the soul can feel blocked. Because one of the primary functions of your Stream of Consciousness is to guide you into higher and higher states of awareness to elevate your frequency, and ultimately, to bring you back into the full remembrance of who you truly are. When you are ready to connect more deeply with your Higher Self and your Stream of Consciousness, your vibration naturally becomes more receptive.You begin living more from your heart, and less from the lower, survival-based centers of the body. Meditation also becomes essential.It is through entering a state of relaxed stillness that the doorway opens where you can begin to sense, feel, and connect with the different aspects of your Higher Self, and experience your Stream of Consciousness directly. As an example, my own Stream of Consciousness has evolved over time. In the beginning, I worked with one primary inner identity, an aspect of my I AM expression. This aspect carried a name and what is known as an identity signal. This signal allowed me to clearly recognize who I was in communication with, while also acting as a safeguard keeping out lower vibrational energies or entities. This was something very intentionally taught. It came through the lineage of Mahavatar Babaji as a way to support clean, clear, and protected channeling. In my experience, very few teachings offer this level of energetic discernment and safety. As I continued to grow spiritually, and moved through deeper layers of healing the composition of my Stream of Consciousness began to shift. What once felt like a connection to just one or a few aspects of my Divine nature expanded into several, and eventually into many. These are not outside beings in the way many people think.They are aspects of my own Divine Human Self, parts of my consciousness that are becoming more available during this time of awakening and ascension. For example I merge with Mother Mary's vibration not Mother Mary herself. Today, what I experience is what I call my Ascended I AM Self. This is something new I believe that more and more people will be able to access in their ascension process. This is a unified field of higher consciousness within me, composed of what can be felt as Ascended Master frequencies and Archangelic currents. As these aspects merge more fully with my being, they naturally lift my awareness, my embodiment, and my lived experience into higher expressions of my true Divine Self as me in this form now. Why This Is So Important We are living in a time where humanity is being invited collectively into a higher state of consciousness. Understanding your own Stream of Consciousness is not just a spiritual concept, it is a doorway. A way to move beyond unconscious patterns, beyond external authority, and into direct connection with your own Divine intelligence and thus also with Cosmic Intelligence. When you begin to recognize that your Higher Self is not separate from you, but is actually a living, multi-dimensional presence within you, you stop seeking outside of yourself for truth, validation, or guidance. You become the living expression of your I Am Presence.You become more discerning.More anchored.More aligned with what is real and true for you. Your own consciousness rises as you begin to embody the Christ consciousness within you. And in a world where there is so much noise, distortion, and energetic overwhelm this level of inner connection is not just helpful, it is essential. Because it allows you to stay rooted in your own frequency, to access higher guidance with clarity, and to embody the fullness of who you came here to be, not as something you are trying to become but as something you are finally remembering, and in so doing activating in you. This is all part of the Ascension process an unfolding where we evolve into the living Christ Self, the embodied expression of our true Divine nature here and now. As each of us begins to raise our vibration individually and collectively we are quite literally participating in the creation of the New Earth. This inner elevation doesn’t just shift us spiritually; it transforms our entire bein, our energetic field, our etheric body, and even our physical form. As this happens, the higher heart begins to open more fully guiding us into deeper trust in the Divine, supporting us in releasing what no longer serves, and expanding our capacity to live, receive, and embody Divine Love. If you wish to have spiritual guidance or Ascension coaching support in connecting with your I Am presence and Stream of Consciousness, please contact me at [email protected]. or visit this website: https://heartandsoulmentor.wixsite.com/akashiccounseling |
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