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 These Are the Times That Are Calling Us to Wake Up These are the times that are forcing us to take stock of everything that has been holding us back from fully stepping into our true selves. What does this mean? Well, I can share what it means for me. Each day, before I leave the house, I do whatever it takes to make sure my vibration is steady and high enough to keep my emotional body even. I make sure I am relaxed, grounded, and trusting in the Force, the Unified Field, or Divine Intelligence, whatever name you choose to give it. Even though I have been on my own spiritual journey for decades, I too have felt this very intense corridor of time that we are currently moving through. This is often referred to as the season of Eclipses, and we have also just come through the Lions Gate portal. What does all of this mean? It means that, in one way or another, we are all being challenged to wake up to our true selves. You hear these words everywhere now. On YouTube, in songs, in social media posts, in conversations, everywhere there seems to be a message saying, It is time to wake up. But what does that actually mean? The answer is different for everyone. And there are, in fact, different stages and layers to the process of awakening. For some, awakening is primarily a spiritual journey, a deeper understanding of themselves, their connection to Source, and their purpose. Others are just beginning to understand the depth of the cover-up and deception that has been perpetrated by those in positions of power and influence. And then there are those who have gone much deeper down the rabbit hole and are now beginning to recognize themselves as something much greater than they were taught to believe, perhaps even stepping forward into an understanding of themselves as galactic citizens. Then there are those, like myself, who have moved through all three of these stages and are now focusing less on what is wrong with the old world and more on creating the world we actually want to live in. The Times We Are Living InThe times we are living in are forcing us to shed the old self, the old idea of who we thought we were, and even many of the values we carried that belonged to the old world. We are watching that old world begin to fall apart. And perhaps one of the most difficult realizations is recognizing that much of what we were told about that world was never exactly what it appeared to be. In many ways, it was a house of mirrors, a reality built around reflections, illusions, and carefully constructed perceptions. This can be challenging for many of us, even for people like myself who have been on this path of awakening for many years. I am sharing this with you so that you can take heart. If you recognize yourself in any of the stages I have described, you are not alone. You are exactly where you need to be.You don't have to have all the answers. You don't have to understand everything that is happening. And you certainly don't need to follow someone else's timeline for awakening.matters is that you continue to listen to your own inner knowing. And most importantly, don't allow yourself to succumb to the false narratives that are still playing out around us, or to the fear being continually amplified through the news and media. Much of the media is still operating through the old paradigm of fear, separation, confusion, and distraction. It can pull you out of yourself and away from your own knowing if you allow it to. This is why I have become so intentional about maintaining my own vibration. Not because I am immune to what is happening in the world. I am not. I feel it too. But I have learned that I have a choice about where I place my attention, what I allow into my emotional field, and what energy I choose to carry into the world. For me, awakening is no longer about simply seeing what is wrong. It is about becoming so deeply connected to who I truly am that I can consciously participate in creating what comes next. And perhaps that is the deeper invitation being offered to all of us right now: Not simply to wake up to what has been, but to wake up to what we are capable of creating.  Hold Your Ground
This is what I feel is one of the most important things you can do at this time, stay focused on what you wish to create. You may have read some of my earlier blogs where I have talked about the idea of a timeline split, that we are moving toward a time when different versions of reality may exist simultaneously, rather than everyone moving forward along the same path. There is one timeline in particular that I feel at times seems to be encroaching on our lives in many ways, the dystopian timeline. A world where technology becomes more powerful than the human being, where our choices are increasingly made for us, and where we slowly surrender our autonomy in exchange for convenience, security, or the promise that something else will make our lives easier. And yet, even in the face of all of this, I believe the choice is clear. You are being asked not to be fooled by the promises of what AI will do for you. You are being asked not to give your power away to a machine, to another government, to an institution, or to anything outside of yourself. This does not mean that we have to fear technology or reject everything that is changing. It means that we must remain conscious of who is making the choices. Are you? Or are you slowly allowing someone, or something else, to make them for you? This is where sovereignty becomes so important. To me, sovereignty means holding your ground. It means staying connected to your own discernment, your own inner knowing, your own ability to think, feel, question, choose, and create. It means refusing to surrender your authority simply because something is more convenient, more powerful, or presented as inevitable. And perhaps this is the deeper meaning of awakening. It isn't simply about discovering hidden information. It isn't about uncovering every deception or figuring out exactly what is happening behind the scenes. Ultimately, awakening asks us to come back to ourselves.
This is where I believe our real power lies. We don't have to know exactly how everything is going to unfold. We don't have to have all the answers. We simply have to stay awake enough to recognize when we are being pulled back into fear, separation, and powerlessness, and consciously choose something else. Choose sovereignty. Choose consciousness. Choose love. Choose creation over destruction. Choose the world you want to help bring into being. Because perhaps the greatest awakening of all is realizing that we are not simply here to witness the next chapter of humanity. We are here to participate in creating it. And that is why, especially now, I am choosing to keep my eyes on what I want to create. Not because I don't see what is happening. I do. But because I know that the future I want to live in requires my energy, my attention, my courage, and my conscious participation. And I believe the same is true for you. So ask yourself: • What kind of world do I want to live in? • What kind of person do I want to become? • Where am I still giving my power away? • What am I allowing to occupy my emotional and energetic field? • What am I choosing to create with my attention? These are the questions I believe are worth asking right now. The question is no longer simply,“Are you awake?” The question is: "What are you going to do with your awakening?"
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 In the midst of everything we are witnessing in our world right now, I recently felt called to re-read a book that profoundly changed my understanding of how we got here. That book is The Chalice and the Blade by Riane Eisler. I first read it in the late 80s when it was newly released. I was one of those women just beginning to consciously rediscover the Goddess. That book opened a doorway in me that has never closed. Eisler built on the groundbreaking archaeological work of Marija Gimbutas, one of the first female archaeologists to present compelling evidence that Goddess-centered cultures once flourished across large parts of Old Europe—long before they were overtaken by what Eisler calls the Kurgan invaders. Re-reading it now, in today’s climate, feels less like nostalgia and more like remembering something essential. Partnership Societies: A Different Beginning Eisler describes what she calls partnership societies—cultures where women and men lived in relative harmony, where governance was shared, and where art, agriculture, medicine, music, trade, and technology flourished. Cultures such as Minoan Crete (around 2300 BCE) are often cited as examples. Because Crete was protected by the sea, it was shielded for centuries from waves of invasions that devastated much of Old Europe. For nearly 1,500 years, this civilization thrived. Was it perfect? Of course not. No society is. But the archaeological record reveals a culture that was largely peaceful, artistically advanced, and not organized around warfare or rigid male domination. Women appear in art and ritual life not as subordinates, but as central figures. Reading about these societies again, I felt that familiar ache, an ancient knowing that something precious was interrupted. The Rise of Dominator Culture The Kurgan tribes, nomadic, war-oriented peoples—brought with them not only bronze weaponry but a fundamentally different worldview. Bronze, which could have been used primarily for art and tools, became a technology of conquest. Their deities were warrior gods. Their social systems placed men above women. Power was defined through domination rather than cooperation. Over centuries of invasions and cultural shifts, the partnership model gave way to what Eisler calls the dominator model—a system rooted in hierarchy, control, conquest, and “power over.” That shift didn’t just change governments. It changed mythology. It changed religion. It changed the status of women. It changed the emotional tone of civilization. When I first read this decades ago, I remember weeping for hours. I felt the grief of what humanity had lost. Today, I feel something different. Not just grief. But clarity. Why This Still Matters Now We are living through the visible unraveling of many dominator structures. Political systems, media institutions, economic hierarchies—cracks are everywhere. Sometimes it feels chaotic. Sometimes discouraging. But every system built on imbalance eventually collapses under its own weight. Any society rooted exclusively in hyper-masculine values, competition, control, aggression, suppression of the feminine, will eventually become sick. We see that sickness in our environmental crises, our wars, our fractured communities, and even in our personal relationships. And yet, alongside the crumbling, we are witnessing the rise of feminine values: collaboration, empathy, intuition, embodiment, creativity, relational intelligence. This is not about women replacing men. It is about restoring balance. The partnership model was never about matriarchy dominating patriarchy. It was about mutuality. And we can create that again. What You Can Do Now If history tells us anything, it is that cultural transformation begins in consciousness before it manifests in form. Here is what feels most important in this moment: 1. Hold a Vision
When you combine thought with emotion, you generate a powerful field. Vision without feeling is weak. Vision infused with embodied emotion becomes creative force. When the news triggers doubt or despair, return to your vision. Feel it again. Strengthen it. Never underestimate the power of directed consciousness. 2. Be Mindful of What You Feed Your Mind We are saturated with information designed to provoke fear, outrage, and division. Much of it keeps us emotionally reactive and energetically drained. Discernment is critical. Instead of consuming narratives that reinforce powerlessness, cultivate your own inner guidance. Strengthen your capacity to sense truth. Question what you are told without falling into paranoia. Your nervous system deserves peace. 3. Call Your Power Back Many of us have unconsciously given our power away—to institutions, teachers, relationships, belief systems, even spiritual authorities. You can reclaim it. Stand quietly in your space and say: "I call my power back from anywhere I have given it away—knowingly or unknowingly. I reclaim what is mine. I release what is not." Feel it returning. This is not symbolic. Energy follows intention. 4. Claim Your Sovereignty Do not give your power to any leader, political party, teacher, or “master.” Guidance can be helpful. Mentorship can be sacred. But sovereignty must remain with you. You are aligned with Source. You are a co-creator. You are not here to submit your inner knowing to external authority. Partnership begins within. When you live sovereignly, balanced in your inner feminine and masculine—you model the world you wish to see. Re-reading The Chalice and the Blade now, I no longer feel only grief for what was lost. I feel responsibility for what can be restored. History is not destiny. It is a story in motion, and we are writing the next chapter.  The story of womanhood has been told — but not by women. Men have defined what it means to be feminine, to be beautiful, to be sexual. They crafted an image of womanhood that served their power, not our truth. Over generations, these distorted ideals became embedded into our culture, our religions, our schools — and even into our own self-perceptions. This rewriting began during the early Bronze and Iron Ages, when the Great Mother Goddess — once revered as the source of all life — was systematically erased. As patriarchal religions rose, they replaced the feminine divine with a singular masculine god: a god of war, control, and authority. It was not merely spiritual—it was political. By stripping women of their connection to creation, sensuality, and self-sovereignty, those in power could more easily dominate and manipulate society. If you take away a woman's sexual power, her body, and her voice, you control the future. Over time, the Divine Feminine was turned into something dangerous. Women's bodies became symbols of temptation. Our emotions were dismissed as hysterical. Our sensuality became taboo. Shame replaced sacredness. But we’ve been taught to fear it. To reject it. To deny it in ourselves and in each other. This wasn’t just about individual women — it was about dismantling a whole frequency of feminine life force energy: Shakti. That energy lives in your body. It lives in your womb. It lives in your truth. But we’ve been taught to fear it. To reject it. To deny it in ourselves and in each other. Even today, women are taught — overtly and subtly — to use their sexuality as a commodity. To sell it for attention, love, or material security. Media still tells us that our worth is based on our sexual appeal to men. And although we’ve made progress in recent decades, the deeper paradigm hasn't changed. The male-dominated power structure still echoes through our lives. So what do we do now? We rise — not in opposition, but in remembrance. We return to the truth that has always lived inside us. We reclaim what was never meant to be taken. The time has come to awaken to your authentic feminine power — and to embody it in a completely new way. This new paradigm of sacred feminine power begins with you. When you rise, when you heal, when you love yourself — it sends waves through the collective. You become a living ley line of the feminine grid. You anchor the New Earth with every breath, every truth, every sacred "yes" to yourself. The truth is: The New Earth is already here. But to live in it, you must raise your vibration and embody the new feminine frequency. You must become the woman you were born to be — not the one the world told you to become. I invite you to join me and a growing sisterhood of awakening women. Receive your FREE Living Goddess Guide: Redefining Your Erotic Sense of Self — and begin your journey home to your body, your power, and your sacred pleasure, and together, we will rise. With love, Luminessa Enjara  For Thousands of years, the story of womanhood has been written and distorted by men. They defined what it meant to be feminine. They decided what made a woman “sexy,” “acceptable,” or “pure.” They projected their desires onto us, then wrapped those projections in religion, education, and culture until we began to believe them as our own. But make no mistake: this version of womanhood was never ours. This distortion began long ago, in the story of Genesis and during the rise of the Bronze and Iron Ages. The reverence for the Great Mother—the ancient feminine force of creation, intuition, and life—was slowly replaced by a masculine god of war, control, and conquest. The true story of Lilith as the First Woman was replaced by a more subservient Eve, and with that shift came the quiet erasure of the feminines rightful power—her sexual power. From ancient scriptures to school books, from pulpits to pop culture, we've been conditioned to believe that owning our sexual power makes us dangerous, unworthy, or unlovable. We’ve been taught to fear the very thing that makes us divine. Women who dared to embody their sensual, sovereign selves were labeled immoral, wild, inappropriate—even punished. And for many of us, even now, those inherited beliefs still live quietly inside. They show up in the mirror, in the bedroom, in our choices about our bodies, desires, and voices. Herstory Was Rewritten The sacred feminine was stripped from the collective memory. And in her place, a story was born that made women forget who they truly are. Why? Because a woman in her full power—sensual, sexually sovereign, embodied—is unstoppable, and that kind of woman cannot be controlled. When you separate a woman from her sexual energy, her innate, primal, authentic power, you separate her from her life force. When you shame her body, you disempower her voice. When you teach her that her value lies in how men see her and in her sexuality, you break her connection to the divine within. This was never random. This was never accidental.This was a system of control, and it’s still working today. You might think things are different now. I’m not affected by those old beliefs. But the truth is: we all are. You may think: That’s not me. I’m empowered. I’m free. But we’ve all been touched by it. It's in the collective air we breathe. And while some laws have changed, we are still living in a rape culture and the system that devalues the feminine still thrives. Even now, the collective energy around us is infused with ancient conditioning. Even now, women are taught to use their sexuality as currency—to secure attention, affection, and security.Even now, your voice is often second-guessed. Your power is still threatening. Your body is still politicized and sexualized. So Here is the Invitation: - Not to be afraid. But to remember. - To reclaim and reconnect with the fullness of your sexual power. - To rise in this new frequency of the feminine. The time has come for a new frequency of the feminine to emerge within you. It’s time to activate your authentic feminine power within your heart, mind, and body. Within your sacred portal or vulva, womb. To release the shame, fear, lack of self-worth — the version that was shaped to please others, seduce, or survive. The time has come for you to know who you truly are. To be the sexually sovereign woman that your ancestress Lilith the First Woman was and still is.  So How Do You Begin? Here Are a Few Suggestions. 1. Reclaim your body as sacred. Start with the place they told you was shameful—your vulva, yoni, punani, pussy. This is your sacred portal, your center of creation, your connection to divine wisdom. Honor it. Bless it. Speak its name with reverence. Reconnect with Her. 2. Create rituals of body love. Draw a bath with candles and essential oils. Gaze at yourself in the mirror and speak praise over your body. Anoint your skin with love. Touch yourself with gentleness and awe. You are not just worthy—you are holy. 3. Meet one of the true feminine archetypes. Study Lilith and reconnect with her lineage—not the demonized version, but the sovereign first woman, who refused submission and embodied divine sexual power. Let her story awaken something wild and free in your soul. She is a guide for what’s possible when we stop asking for permission and apologizing for being a woman. 4. Use your voice. Ask for what you want. Speak your truth—even if it shakes at first. Start small. Practice often. Grow bolder. Especially in your intimate relationships, where voice and vulnerability are key. This is not just a call for empowerment—it’s a sacred remembering. A return to your deepest self. A breaking of the spell that was cast so long ago. You were never meant to shrink, hide, or apologize for being a woman. You were meant to lead, love, and live fully alive and awake. The new frequency of the feminine is rising—and it's unstoppable. Together, we have the power to awaken, reclaim what was once hidden, and anchor this sacred energy into a new paradigm for women, and for the world. You are not just witnessing the shift. You are the shift. If you choose to use your voice, love your body, and speak your truth you will help reshape the future for you, your daughters, and their daughters. Now is the time. Will you answer the call? If you are ready to take the next step you can contact me directly at [email protected] or download my Living Goddess Guide if you haven't already.  What is True Self-Reliance? Being self-reliant has many definitions. It means trusting in yourself—your inner wisdom, your strengths, your unique gifts. It’s about knowing that deep within you lies everything you need to navigate life’s challenges. While there are many ways to describe self-reliance, I want to focus here on the most important one: your connection to your inner self, your higher guidance, and your Essential Nature. This quiet, powerful part of you—sometimes called your intuition, your God Self, Source, or Divine Intelligence—is your true compass. This power is the only true lasting thing you can depend upon since it is the Divine expression of you in human form. When you nurture this connection, you begin to understand that you are never truly alone. You have within you a wellspring of strength, clarity, and peace that you can draw from at any moment. This power is the only true lasting thing you can depend upon since it is the Divine expression of you in human form. Your inner self knows everything there is to know about you, and when you begin to turn your attention away from the outer chaos and focus on the stillness of your very being, you will feel more relaxed and begin to trust that life has your back. This is one of the most powerful things you can do for yourself at this time. Being self-reliant doesn't mean you never ask for help or support. Quite the opposite. Knowing when and how to receive support is actually part of being self-aware and strong. But in a world that often feels uncertain, fast-moving, and full of noise—from media, fear-based narratives, and global events—it’s easy to lose touch with your own inner truth. There is so much change happening every day, and there is much to distract you from your own inner knowing. The constant barrage of fake news, geopolitical drama, and fear-mongering by the elites can easily cause anyone to feel overwhelmed. That’s why it’s more important than ever to turn inward. The greatest gift you can give yourself is the ability to hear and trust your inner voice. Because no matter what happens outside of you, this inner connection is steady, wise, and true. When you anchor yourself in that place, you’ll find clarity amidst confusion, peace in the storm, and power where you once felt powerless.  Who Is Your Essential Self?
Your Essential Self is the truest, most eternal part of you. It’s the pure awareness that existed before the world told you who to be. It’s not shaped by fear, trauma, or conditioning—those are layers that life has added. Beneath them all, your Essential Self is: Infinite, omnipresent, omniscient, wise, whole, unconditionally loving, and in perfect harmony with all of life This self is not separate from the Universe. In fact, it is an individualized expression of the same creative force that spins galaxies, grows forests, and breathes life into everything. You are not just in the universe. You are a co-creative part of it. When you align with your Essential Self, you begin to live in harmony with the quantum field. You stop chasing, forcing, and fearing—and start attracting, allowing, and co-creating. This is the foundation of quantum living, which, when focused upon, will sustain your every need. How to Deepen Your Connection with Your Essential Self & the Universe
Final Words of Encouragement No matter what is going on around you, you can learn how to stay connected to your True Nature. You are not here to struggle and survive, even though you may feel that you have done little else. You are here to awaken and thrive in harmony with your soul and the sacred intelligence that flows through all things. Your Essential Self already knows the way. The Universe is already listening. Your only job is to return to the truth of who you are—and trust that life is rising up to meet you.  What does it mean to be discerning and how can you develop this ability?
Much of what you see or hear is not always based on fact or truth but rather on personal opinion, hearsay, or something that has been altered. Since this has become more prevalent these days, learning how to be discerning and use your critical thinking is very important. So how can you learn to develop discernment as to what you read, see, or hear in the media or social media or from friends and family? Even when you are listening to someone who is a channel and they are channeling this master or that angel, how do you know who is real or what the truth is? It seems like it has become increasingly more difficult to be able to know for sure what is Real and what is Fake. How to Develop DiscernmentI want to share a few ways that you can develop your ability to discern for yourself what is true or not. The first thing I found important was learning how to come into a state of neutrality. When you are balanced within yourself, when you feel centered, and strong like a tree rooted into the Earth, when you feel a deep connection to Source and are calm, and neutral, then discernment is easy. When you are in this state you can easily feel what is true or false to you. In a place of inner strength, you can watch, read, or hear someone and feel the vibration of the words being said. Do they lift you up, or do they cause you to feel dense energy? This is not referring to hearing about tragedies that are happening in the world, but rather it is a feeling of density or like a weight in your gut sometimes, a heaviness that just feels off.
Once you cultivate this knowing and develop trust in yourSelf, as well as trusting Source or Divine Intelligence, the Unified Field or God whatever name you choose to call that energy of pure love you will be on the way to using your discernment in your life with ease. Again, I am available for sessions by Zoom or phone if you need support in any of these things, please contact me at [email protected]. |
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